Well 2 weeks to go.. and its been a tough go this past week with a soar back that is still there and a upset tummy... today i spemnd all after noon in the feadal posstion in bed curled up sleeping till it was time to get up and give a session.. but before this i had to recieve a session from my partner when all i realy wanted was to go to bed and have no one touch me nor did i want to give so i sucked it up and lay down and took the session.. but she could tell that my energy was just not there i could not stay still i was moving every chance i got eithere iwth bringing my knees to my chest or my arm up overe my eyes.. and the end of the session she asked me ok whats wrong why were you not here for that session i could tell all you wanted was to get off the table and run ? i told her how i was not feeling well so later tonight when i had to give me the first thing she said was i knwo you are not feeling well do you mind if we ask a teacher to step in and give me my massage as i can feel your energy is not there and if some one is not wanting to give or resieve they should not have to... well it didnt happen all the teachers were bizzy so she was stuck with me .. mean while my tummy during the hole session was groweling she thought it was the dog most the time but it was me... she siad at least i knew my moves for tomorrow but that sh ecould tell i just wanted to go back to my room.. i just hope that i can be on for my client 100% tomorrow as my tummy is still acting up... i have not yet felt tierd to fall asleep as i nepped all after noon but i have been rocking out to some tunes to pump my energy up good songs do that to me!!
unfortunetly in my room i cant blame the dog for any sounds my body may make... its all me baby..lol.. poor Beth lol But i swear its mostly all tummy not gass... lol..
anyways i gtg try and get some shut eye ... love you all so much and loving that you are all following my blog!!
i just found out that another friend of mine from the past has been following as well and she is in costa rica what a smalll world!!!
amzing how the world brings ppl together!
anyways thinking of all of you friends and family.. xox
sweet dreams ,M
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