It almost felts like a real engagement !

Lying next to my dad watching some tv in a hotel room just 30 mins away from hacienda del sol… there is a knock on the door of our hotel room and a man from our rebalancing program walks in… he say’s hi to my dad and pulls out a large diamond ring and two chandelier earrings … and presents it to my dad. Dad askes this man who is that for ? he response with this is for Michaela if she will take me? As I lay there in shock I didn’t know what to say we had not been dating nor had we slept together and in no way did I know he had these feelings for me…all of a sudden my hole family walks in im talking aunts uncles brother sisters he had planned this hole there he had called my entire family out to costa rica to propose to me… how could I say no he then turns to me and says do not answer now … I am taking you on a pick nick and hike . we left at sunset we hiked up this big hill that over looked the entire jungle and ocean it was amazing he had a blanket played out with two glasses of Champaign I felt like I was on top of the world…I said YES!! The next day they sent me home alone as every one stayed in Costa Rica I went looking for my clothing and a dress to wear.. I couldn’t find any thing though and my apartment my dad had the keys and their houses were all locked up so when I returned back for my wedding in Costa Rica I wore s sarong .. it was beautiful!! Right on the beach in front of this amazing hotel!! But it was my feelings after I was married I faught with .. did I realy know this man where were we going to live his country or mine what had I just gotten my self into?

Now thank good ness it was a dream but it felt so real this morning I keep running this dream over in my head what is the meaning of this ..? 1. don’t rush love 2. Recognize when a guy likes you and don’t push them away. 3. marriage isn’t every thing and its very important to date before getting married. 4. or is it saying it ok your ready for this commitment now in your life?

These are all big possibilities and on another level I know feel more connected to the man in my course … even though it was just a dream…

I have never in my life ever dreamed out getting married … so some thing has shifted and im happy about that … but also see my self holding on to all thses emotions I felt with is engagement and wedding….

But it was just a DREA….