ok so what a day i had yesterday!! holly shit some thing must have been in the air .. did you all know that at 11.11.11 the world ended and it was a new beggining? well yesterday sarting at 7 ma when i work up i was a reck .. i was crying and all i wanted was food .. i ha to sit there and watch all the other who were leaving eat while i drank down a green shake mmm.. so great ! then at 11.00 am we all meditated and i cryed some more ... then i had a break down to mom on skype holly molly was i a mess... i felt like i couldnt handle it and all the girls that were leaving were so caddy yesterday .. then melha did this one on one session with me because she could tell how bad i was feeling we talked alot about my expectations on my self and how i set higher expectations for my self so i cant disapoint any one but all im doing is dissapointing my self... this was very interesting to me to see tha i do this for every thing in my life it could even be for brushing my teeth i brush them but awys think wow i could have sone that better. soo that just the start of my day!!
at 12pm i had a shake and talked a bit with quen as it was her last few hours on hocienda del sol as she will be facilitating at another resort and i wanted to get some time in with her .. menlha and hee ere going to walk to to menlha's house .. ok this just aint some house i went with them its is freaking amazing!! when she got to costa rica she only had 2500$ and this big piece of land so.. she asked a friend can you build me some thing and he said not with 2500 so she said fine just build me a roof and a floor so i have a struture to sleep under.. ok this house is amazing its all open and sit on the top of a moutin/ hill it looks over the hole city and all you can seee is jungle and ocean. there are no walls except for a few for her washroom and kitchen and one seperating her bed room he living room looks strait out to the view with no obstructions!! this women is amazing! as we sat there and talked she was so kind and turnd rto me and siad michaela you rae now one of us ... i asked what do you mean menlha she siad you raent just a guest you are not family. very time now she is always caring for me making sure i have all that i want and need... its very sweet i feel she is just like my nana! xox she then took us toher back to lots that are just abover her house she is building this amazing house for her daughter crystal its a cabana but bigger with kitchen , living room bathroom and bedroom. it has its own perch that also looks out over the jungle with nothing butwater around it!! you shoudl see the wild life up there its amazing as we looked out 6 dragon flys flew around us it swas a hole other xpieriance! now i know why she is so grounded!
when i returned to hocienda the girls two other girls that are staying for the second week took me to the beach its was great we went to 3-530 menlha drove as and said she would be back to get us at 530 as she had 3 other arriving for the second week thomas michael and another women. realy good looking men if may say! on the beach camencita and i took amazing photo shoot of eachother as her boy friend is in afganastan as a doctor so she wanted to send him soem thing its was so much fun and took my mind off my rough morning . at 500 we started to walk up to meet menlha as its starts to get dark very early here . we waited and waited and waited ... no menlha .. so we started walking there are only dirt roads no lights and were in our flip flops and wet swim suits.. and the men holler like to tomorrrow at us... its was scary and carmencita cekpt pulling me closer and closer to her as she was worried about me as we kept walking it got blaker and blaker.. one car came whipping around and almost hit us he had to put on his breaks and skidded as it is dirt roads. finaly when we were just around the corner of hocienda del sol menlha pulls up ... were thinking oh great lol..
after our little adventure we arrived home and met our new 3 guest's. i had offered earlyer that day to menlha that if she needs any help oever the next week i would be willing to help her she is kinda in a bind right now as she has no manager and the cook just left her out of no where for she was sick and now she just got notice that her assistant lindsy will be leaving in jan. so menlha last night aksed me to get all the drinks preped for me and the three girls that are still cleansing and then at 8pm i lead a lying down meditaion for all 6 of us !! and it turned out realy well who would have thought!
after my long day all i needed was a shower! so i went to go pop in in my first week i saw no bugs at all ... but as soon as iwalked in my shower and grabbed my town naked as i was a big scorpian dropper on the floor and came at me i jumped on my toilet and screamed !! lol i had no idea what to do so i grabbed the hardest thing i could find my brush and sqaushed it! i then ran to my door and had to tell every one as i was in my townel melha justlaughed and said what did you do with it i said i sqaushed it ... and she said good thing it didnt get you! ha ha not so funny ..
then bed time i was so scared i was gonna have one in my bed... my flash light is broken so thank goodness barbra gave me a little reading light before i left cuz i took that light and checked all my sheets.. i was finaly able to end my day in a peace full sleep.
tuesday - every oe for the 2nd cleans shows up we have no plans today but to hit the beach!! im excited to see theer mens hot bods ha ha i might be dreaming but when your around women all day you gotts dream ha ha ha ..
well ill talk to you soon im sure
miss ya xox m
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