I donno what it is ... i shouldnt feel lonley tonight but i do... some thing i me feels empty... missing... i sit here just finished a amazing dinner maybe the best dinner so far with a great ice cream desert with chocolate sauce! what more could i ask for ... class is aout to start at 7pm to 9pm and this longing for some thing is bothering me... i feel like backing off from the group i juts wanna be alone ... but i have to go to class ... maybe this emotion will come up i donno but some thing is botherig me ... am i finaly home sick?
i can feel that lump in my throte why why am i feeling this way i had a great after noon with laughing in the mud bath and had great conversation at dinner ... so why do i feel lonley?
maybe its i dont feel loved at home i always have love around me its either friends or family am i longing for that a hug a cuddle a shoulder to lean on ?
what ever it is its gonna come up ery soon i can tell ... maybe i juust need a good cry ...
if it comes up tonight ill let you know
miss you xox M
Aww babes. Don't feel down. You are doing an amazing thing. You're so brave and wonderful! Keep it up!!! We are all thinking about you! Love u! xoxo
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